I feel as if I am
sitting on a time bomb,there are so,me many things pending the
outcome of which could tear my family apart.
Mum still sounds
cheerful and my younger brother ,another Richard sounds cheerful when
call him. My darling Mum, waiting for more tests,waiting for
results,so many people go through this hell every day, Iv,e been
there myself and it's no joke. She keeps cheerful for us bless her
and how we all love her for it.
Part of me wants the
tests over with and another part of me dreads them,whenever I think
about it I feel sick.
To take my mind off
things today I decided to spring clean the kitchen,and I must say it
looks lovely all shiny and with things put away in their proper
place. Keeping busy is the best way I know to dispel gloomy thoughts
yet somehow, today, it did not seem to work as well today.
The cat Moth is holding
out on us,she has still not given birth and every night she gives
every appearance of the early stages of labour,she is a tease, still
it can not be long now she is huge. She waddles about the house and
from behind appears to have panniers!
I did manage to get
some sleep last night for which I am thankful, later I lay
comfortably listening to the rain pattering on the window panes,it is
a relaxing sound and somehow to me it is reassuring, although I have
no idea why?
For the time being
things are ticking over and today has been a lovely ordinary day,I
ask for no more.
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